Prayer in Open D more than any other song I’ve known summarizes my personal struggle in life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRx4sHuDi9A
There's a valley of sorrow in my soul
Where every night I hear the thunder roll
Like the sound of a distant gun
Over all the damage I have done
And the shadows filling up this land
Are the ones I built with my own hand
There is no comfort from the cold
Of this valley of sorrow in my soul
There's a river of darkness in my blood
And through every vein I feel the flood
I can find no bridge for me to cross
No way to bring back what is lost
Into the night it soon will sweep
Down where all my grievances I keep
But it won't wash away the years
Or one single hard and bitter tear
And the rock of ages I have known
Is a weariness down in the bone
I use to ride it like a rolling stone
Now just carry it alone
There's a highway risin' from my dreams
Deep in the heart I know it gleams
For I have seen it stretching wide
Clear across to the other side
Beyond the river and the flood
And the valley where for so long I've stood
With the rock of ages in my bones
Someday I know it will lead me home
Many have led me part way to that highway leading to the other side, the side I’ve long to reach. There is “no way to bring back what is lost” and that only frustrated and angered me, namely the stupidity on my part to not grasp the loving hands extended to me. It’s a realization that the prison I’ve been in “is the one I built with my own hands”. For years I was able “to ride it like a rolling stone” meaning I could live with my misery because I didn't even know what it was. But, there was no comfort in my soul and that has kept me searching for help, help to get out of the prison I had constructed. I have finally found the help in an exceptionally strong woman who is now leading me across that bridge “risin' from my dreams”. Thank you Holly, I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you.